Smile

Smile....you know I have not had very much to smile about lately.  My plans for the weekend are most likely ruined because of a massive snow storm.  My husband is acting like he could take me or leave me..which hurts more now because he is leaving in under a month.  I find a new friend down here to talk to and what not, to find out she is moving this summer.  Progress has pretty much come to a halt with other stuff that was being worked on.  I don't know what to do...I just want somebody to show me some affection, be nice to me, smile when I'm around.  Don't act like I am the worse thing that has happened since the first person got AIDS in America.  I know I am not perfect....far from it, but really do I need to be reminded of it all the time?  Whatever... all I want is to feel cared about...........by somebody.  Hell sometimes I don't really think dh really cares who does it, or if anybody else does it, as long as it gets him off of he hook for 98% of it.  Now I could be wrong, but it sure doesn't seem like it.  So if anybody is bored and wants to make me smile...it would be very welcome.  I would love for the happy me to reappear.  Thanks