And the winner is.....

 JuLinda!!!  Congratulations on winning the Hotsling that Missie was so wonderful to let us have to try out!!  I will be sending that off to you in the next couple of days!  I hope you enjoy!  And I have been very blessed with friends and "family" (i.e friends that minus well be family) that have wanted to donate things to give away, that I will be having another giveaway very soon!!  So keep your eyes open!!  Love ya'll!

Thin blue line....

 -Today in Tacoma, Washington. -- "A gunman burst into a coffeehouse Sunday and opened fire on four police officers as they sat working on their laptops, killing the three men and one woman in what an official described as a targeted ambush."  See the full story HERE.


-Nov 19th in Las Vegas 30yo OFC Trevor Nettleton was shot in is own garage.  See the story HERE

I'm don't know what is going on, but people need to quit being spineless pieces of crap and killing those that are out there to protect them!!!  If you need to kill something go to Wal-Mart get some camo,  get your ass out of bed, go sit in the woods and go hut a damn deer!!  Stop killing innocent people!
Rest in peace and may your loved ones know that you are loved by your brothers and sisters.  Our prayers are with you!

Special giveaway courtesy of Babythings.dk....yes there is a catch

So I got this AWESOME baby sling today to test out from Missie you can read about it HERE, same color and everything.  Only thing is Diem is to heavy for it, so I am not able to test it.  The size I have is a 6 so PLEASE make sure you check out the size chart and make sure YOU will be able to wear it.  So what's the catch?  If you win this, you will have to do the review.  Means you will have to take a picture of you wearing it with you little one in it, what you thing of the material, etc.  In a decent time frame please.  So please before you enter make sure you are serious, not just want something for free.  Once again a huge thanks to Missie and Babythings!!!   All you have to do is leave a comment here and tell me why you would like this sling!  Thanks  P.s- The size chart is HERE

Smells so sweet....

I'm home!!  There is nothing in this world like the smell of hay and farm's.  I love it!  Even with my head hurting as bad as it is, it makes me feel better.  I can walk outside, take a deep breath and smell the sweet smell of hay.  See a cow eating in a field, just the simple things.  People (most of them) are polite, waive when you drive by, its just a nicer place to be.  Your not scared to walk outside at night to get something out of your car, you can drive to the store with out having to use your gps.  Yes...you do have to look out for the deer, and that sucks.  But if you get lucky you will have a freezer full of deer also!  I just wish I had enough time to see my friends while I was here, but next time.  I miss them, and I hope they miss me....Lol.  There's no place like home...

Public Service Announcement

 To all of my REAL friends I would like to say thank you for everything you have done, will do, thinking about doing, yadda yadda...Lol.  With all that has been going on lately I appreciate the ones of you that bother to ask how I am feeling, how my day is going.  You know the little things.  It's kind of sad that my own family does not even do that (well a very few of them do).  Sometimes I wonder if they could really care less about my existence in this family.  So they just ignore me until I talk to them.  I just wish they would/could see and or care how much this really hurt my feelings.  How hard is it to see that it shows a person a whole hell of a lot when you just make a SMALL effort,  to say "hey" once in a while.  Oh well, guess that's ALL my fault and up to me to right?  And don't give me the bs excuse of "we live so far apart".  Because I have friends that live in different countries that do better, and I do the same for them.  When they act like they give a crap about me and my daughter!  So please take the time to read the P.S.A above.  Thank you.
And of course Tuesday is not complete without NCIS.  This week we are going to feature Abby!!  Who would you like to see next week?

Contest winners and exciting news...

 So the winners of the Thanksgiving contest are Crystal...who is a new Pink Lady and Erin!   Crystal won a Cbub coin pouch and Erin won Starbucks singles.  Congratulations ladies!!!  Thank you all that participated in the contest!  I will actually be doing another one first part of December for one of Jennies Bows!!  So keep your eyes open!
Onto the exciting news...I am now going to be testing products for www.babythings.dk!!  The first product's I will be testing are going to be a toddler carrier called the third hand, which is here and the Hotsling.  Both should be interesting with Diem, BUT that's what testing is all about right? LOL  Hopefully I will be able to help ya'll find something that you will be able to find useful, and help Missie out at the same time!  I'm very excited about starting.  I'm thankful to Missie for offering me the opportunity. 
I hope everybody had a great weekend!

Differences....

 So I just got done watching Benjamin Button...wow. What a prime example of accepting somebody for who they are.  Not what they look like on the outside or what differences they may have.  I have to say I am thankful that I was raised that people are people.....period.

I just wish others could see that nobody is perfect.  I don't get why my il's always have to find a way to always take up for their own.  Not saying they shouldn't, but my family is quick to say when I am wrong, need to do better, whatever.  Maybe they really don't like me, maybe its all because my sil does not like me so why should the rest of them?  And I dare any of them say I have not tried because I will call b.s in a second!!  They just seem to be able to pick me apart with a fine tooth comb.  I just don't get how all these other people can see good in me, but they can't??  It really hurts.... 

Maybe its because I'm not timid like the rest of them and speak my mind?  But that's just me...they always say be myself, but obviously myself isn't good enough huh?  

Anyways in the movie there was a hummingbird that was there for the burial at sea, and when his wife died at the end.  To show that there was somebody "watching over" ........at least that's how I took it.  Somebody feel free to correct me if I am wrong please.  So that is why my pic for the day is the hummingbird.  Hopefully I will have my own soon...to help guide me.  I would like to find my smile again, have people accept me for ME.  Don't tell me you love me, yet you don't love who/how I am.  Yeah your not going to love all of my ways...duh.  But common' I can't communicate with myself.  So to those out there who truly love ME.  Thank you!  I love YOU to! <3

Sensitive!! LMAO

I found this online today and I HAD to post it.....those who know me just know I HAD to....LOL it was written by a girl named Ashley

ODE TO MY VIBRATOR

Oh, eleven inch piece of plastic,
So shiny and bright.
You're all that's in bed with me,
At the end of most nights.

You're always there,
I'm never in need.
You never pressure or force me,
Into doing the deed.

You don't expect much,
Sputtering and chugging along.
And I don't have to impress you,
By wearing a thong.

I never have to fake a headache,
Or feign being sick.
And while you aren't a douchebag,
You're still a big dick.

Oh, little C-battery powered friend,
With you, I can truly be me.
You don't judge me for coming to you once a day,
All right, let's be honest, sometimes three.

So while you don't bring me chocolates, roses,
Or other mushy stuff
You bring me something few men have,
And trust me, that's enough.

****AND****
I need to give a shout out to Missie over at www.babythings.dk I won her blog contest!!!  I won a rockabye baby cd!!  Thank you Missie!!!  Check out her link!  She ships to the U.S, is from Texas.

Random thoughts.....OMgosh will make you laugh!!

PLEASE feel free to add to theese in my comments and I will add to the list!  But I got the link for these from my friend Haane's blog!  Thank's Haane!!!  She is a great PL that lives in Guam!

- I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.

-More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can
think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell
my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves
me.

-Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you
realize you're wrong.

-I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to
have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and
sticks when they've invented the lighter?

-I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.

-Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the "people you may know"
feature on Facebook people that I do know, but I deliberately choose
not to be friends with?

-Do you remember when you were a kid, playing Nintendo and it wouldn't
work? You take the cartridge out, blow in it and that would magically
fix the problem. Every kid in America did that, but how did we all
know how to fix the problem? There was no internet or message boards
or FAQ's. We just figured it out. Today's kids are soft.

-There is a great need for sarcasm font.

-Sometimes, I'll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and
suddenly realize I had no idea what the f was going on when I first
saw it.

-I think everyone has a movie that they love so much, it actually
becomes stressful to watch it with other people. I'll end up wasting
90 minutes shiftily glancing around to confirm that everyone's
laughing at the right parts, then making sure I laugh just a little
bit harder (and a millisecond earlier) to prove that I'm still the
only one who really, really gets it.

-How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?

-I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than
take 2 trips to bring my groceries in.

- I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear
your computer history if you die.

-The only time I look forward to a red light is when I’m trying to
finish a text.

- A recent study has shown that playing beer pong contributes to the
spread of mono and the flu. Yeah, if you suck at it.

- LOL has gone from meaning, "laugh out loud" to "I have nothing else to say".

- I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.

- Whenever someone says "I'm not book smart, but I'm street smart",
all I hear is "I'm not real smart, but I'm imaginary smart".

- How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod
and smile because you still didn't hear what they said?

- I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars teams up
to prevent a dick from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers!

- Every time I have to spell a word over the phone using 'as in'
examples, I will undoubtedly draw a blank and sound like a complete
idiot. Today I had to spell my boss's last name to an attorney and
said "Yes that's G as in...(10 second lapse)..ummm...Goonies"

-What would happen if I hired two private investigators to follow each other?

- While driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road and
instinctively swerved to avoid it...thanks Mario Kart.

- MapQuest really needs to start their directions on #5. Pretty sure I
know how to get out of my neighborhood.

- Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the
person died.

- I find it hard to believe there are actually people who get in the
shower first and THEN turn on the water.

-I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.

- Bad decisions make good stories

-Whenever I'm Facebook stalking someone and I find out that their
profile is public I feel like a kid on Christmas morning who just got
the Red Ryder BB gun that I always wanted. 546 pictures? Don't mind if
I do!

- Is it just me or do high school girls get sluttier & sluttier every year?

-If Carmen San Diego and Waldo ever got together, their offspring
would probably just be completely invisible.

-Why is it that during an ice-breaker, when the whole room has to go
around and say their name and where they are from, I get so incredibly
nervous? Like I know my name, I know where I'm from, this shouldn't be
a problem....

-You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work
when you've made up your mind that you just aren't doing anything
productive for the rest of the day.

-Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after DVDs? I don't
want to have to restart my collection.

-There's no worse feeling than that millisecond you're sure you are
going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.


- "Do not machine wash or tumble dry" means I will never wash this ever.

-I hate being the one with the remote in a room full of people
watching TV. There's so much pressure. 'I love this show, but will
they judge me if I keep it on? I bet everyone is wishing we weren't
watching this. It's only a matter of time before they all get up and
leave the room. Will we still be friends after this?'

-I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello?
Dammit!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and
goes to voicemail. What'd you do after I didn't answer? Drop the phone
and run away?

- I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not
seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.

-When I meet a new girl, I'm terrified of mentioning something she
hasn't already told me but that I have learned from some light
internet stalking.

-I like all of the music in my iTunes, except when it's on shuffle,
then I like about one in every fifteen songs in my iTunes.

-Why is a school zone 20 mph? That seems like the optimal cruising
speed for pedophiles...

- As a driver I hate pedestrians, and as a pedestrian I hate drivers,
but no matter what the mode of transportation, I always hate cyclists.

-Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still
not know what time it is.

-It should probably be called Unplanned Parenthood.

-I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to
answer when they call.

-Even if I knew your social security number, I wouldn't know what do to with it.

-Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car
keys in a pocket, hitting the G-spot, and Pinning the Tail on the
Donkey - but I’d bet my ass everyone can find and push the Snooze
button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time
every time... !!!!!!!!!!

-My 4-year old son asked me in the car the other day "Dad what would
happen if you ran over a ninja?" How the hell do I respond to that?

-It really pisses me off when I want to read a story on CNN.com and
the link takes me to a video instead of text.

-I wonder if cops ever get pissed off at the fact that everyone they
drive behind obeys the speed limit.

-I think the freezer deserves a light as well.

-I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or
Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lites than Kay.

Hump day....

 
Well as everybody knows Wed is called hump day.  Depending on where your mind is that can be taken on of two ways.  The way it is meant to be taken is....half way through the week, you have made it over the hump.  Then you have the way most men take it esp married men...."yay its the one day a week I'm gonna get laid" LMAO....or not so LMAO to you Mr.   For me I was not really looking forward to today because that means tomorrow and Friday are fast approaching.  I go to the Dr. both days.  While yes in a way its a good thing because I can maybe find out what's wrong finally, I'm almost scared to know the truth you know?  The only help that I *most of the time* have is leaving in a couple of months, well for who knows how long.  So what am I going to do then?  I'm not supposed to drive long distances, do this or do that.  It's not me that I'm really concerned about its Diem you know?  Anyways enough of that babble that nobody really cares about..lol.
My awesome friend Sid did some gadget's for me today...so I now have on my page links to Cindi's photography**her link is fixed now,and if you look under children/newborn the baby on the flag is Diem!!**, Jennies bows, and Sids photography (both of them)!  So please check them out!  I wouldn't advertise for anybody that I don't trust.

Happiness is.....(T'giving giveaway) and.....

LOL!!  But on a serious note I want to know what makes each of you happy!!  Then before Thanksgiving I am going to enter you into random.org for a small prize.  The prize will be for one of the two things that makes me happy a JJB or coffee!  Of course those of you that know and love me know how much I LOVE LOVE LOVE JJB (link to the left), if you ever have any questions about JJB please ask me!!  And of course I can show you what bags I do have.  And I don't know how I survive some days without my Starbucks singles...lol.  But what really makes me happy is when I know I have made somebody else happy.  If I know I have put a smile on somebody eles's face or when I would run call's somebody would say thank you.  Or on 911 when somebody would say thank you over and over.  Not because I want the praise.. not at all, but because I know that persons day just got a little better because of me you know?
So for this giveaway leave a comment telling me one or two things that make you happy.  And if you for some reason don't feel comfortable leaving your comment here you can msg me on facebook.  This contest will end the wed before Thanksgiving.
Now and I can't let a Tuesday go past without my NCIS pic of the day...